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[willowthegreat]

I try too hard to live up to the expectations of others.... and they STILL do not notice.... nor do they care.

so Thank you......

It will ultimately lead to my demise.... at my own hands.

it's hard not knowing.......

you can't believe how hard.

Comments

[warriorbard63]

WTF, angel? Stop that kinda talk. You have friends who care. You need help? Need to talk? call somebody, email somebody, go see somebody....there's lots of us. Grab the cast contact sheet, throw a dart and pick a name.

As for living up to other folks' expectations? That is a waste of time. You need to make yourself happy, content. You need to be you. Being what others want will indeed lead to frustration. Are they doing the same for you? No. Be you. I like you better that way anyhow.

[mudqueen]

Call me... or, if you get a busy signal, IM me. I'm home all day if you need to talk. I love you.
*hugs*
Mom

[kittywitch2]

On the one hand, this is probably none of my business whatsoever.
On the other hand, you're my friend and I'd like you not to be so upset that you would make a sideways reference to sucide.
The third hand wants to smack the shit out of you for aforementioned sideways reference.

Fortantely for you, I'm not sure where my third hand is.
In essense, it's probably none of my business, but I'm worried about you.

[willowthegreat]

It wasn't a reference to suicide.... at all....

I just.... sincerely hate myself

but thank you for your concern.... how have you been?