i hate to say it.... but telling yourself things will work out in the end is stupid. its like saying its for the best. you stop trying, you stop caring, you just think that it'll all be good. the only way things will all be good, and will work out in the end is if you try, put your all into it, and never give up, never surrender. :D
you know, just because you stay positive and believe that everything will workout in the end, it doesn't mean you sit on your ass and wait for it. it doesnt mean you don't care, it means you care enough to know that you need to stay positive. maybe you should be a little more positive sometimes and stop being so fucking concerned with what is already done with.
*rofl* not quite what i meant. i've tried to be positive for the past two years. leaving everything and everyone i cared about i didn't see any other options. but all i did was lie to myself and blind myself to reality. thats what i'm cautioning against. if you lie to yourself you get hurt a lot more when it all comes crashing down, something i just happen to keep forgetting :( but oh well. i don't care if people are optimistic or anything, its all about personal preference, but instead of telling yourself it will be good, tell yourself that it might be good if you work hard at it, but it always has the possibility of not being good. that my dear friend is reality at its finest.
Hey. I love you. You know that, right? We've gone through alot together, we've cried on each others shoulders, and laughed both off our asses off at the ridiculous antics of the other. More than any other girl I've ever known, I know I won't lose you. You're my sister, Ivy Klein. And you have the talent to go places, to do something amazing. So that's what I want you to do. As mad as I was at you for leaving, I know that in the end, it was indeed the right choice. There's nothing here that's going to get you where you want to go. Between the comfort of the life that you had or the life that you wanted in the future, you chose the dream. Not many people actually have the courage to do that. And for that dearest, you have my respect as well as my love. I'm proud of you, Ivy. I'm glad we made it.
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you stop trying, you stop caring, you just think that it'll all be good.
the only way things will all be good, and will work out in the end is if you try, put your all into it, and never give up, never surrender. :D
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not quite what i meant. i've tried to be positive for the past two years. leaving everything and everyone i cared about i didn't see any other options. but all i did was lie to myself and blind myself to reality. thats what i'm cautioning against. if you lie to yourself you get hurt a lot more when it all comes crashing down, something i just happen to keep forgetting :( but oh well. i don't care if people are optimistic or anything, its all about personal preference, but instead of telling yourself it will be good, tell yourself that it might be good if you work hard at it, but it always has the possibility of not being good. that my dear friend is reality at its finest.
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