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wishin and hopin
bored bored bored bored bored.
so, i got my first speeding ticket yesterday
did i tell you guys that i got my license?
well i did
and within two weeks of getting it i got a ticket and got the keys taken away
and i might lose my license for it
yep
im a fuck up
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so, theres this new lady at school right?
her name is mrs. kibby, in other terms, bitch.
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im clean
officially.
and i plan on staying that way
ive realized that drugs dont do anything for me
and im happy with my decision to stop
get over it.
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but i didnt say anything about qutting smoking or drinking occasionally.
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i want to be in love.
so badly.
ive been thinking about it for awhile now
ive never had a serious relationship
well.
there was that one
that was semi serious
but i wasnt in love
no where close
i want a girl to love me
and i want to love her
why cant this happen to me
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oh my fucking god
how dawson can i possibly get.
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i hate butterbeans.
officially.
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i want a cigarette
really bad
i hope tonight is fun
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wait, they dont love you like i love you
im so bored
and im really sick of just laying my ass around
rikki comes back on wednesday
yaya fun
im going with her to get her lip pierced
that should be fun
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im going to the mountains on thursday
with pretty much my whole family
all riding in one car
kill me now.
at least i have an ipod
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i cant wait to drive
only 1 month left till i turn 16
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im sorry
i wish people knew how sorry i am for the things that i have done
ive made so many enemies in the last year
and all of that was from straight up immaturity
and ive realized that now
and it makes me really sad that it took me so long to realize how horrible ive been
i wish i would have realized it much sooner
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i need a project
im so fucking bored
i have nothing to do
i officially am sick of summer
gah
if only i had been born 2 months earlier
then i would have had the whole summer to drive around and do whatever the fuck i want to do
but no
ive been sitting here
especially after i failed the drug test
but i only have like a month and i finally get my license
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the court date
should be coming in the mail soon
and were going to have to drive back to fernandina
and probably another fine, probation, and possibly community service
kill me now
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so, i had to take a drug test yesterday
my parents just drove me to the police station out of the blue
i told them before we even went in that i was going to fail it
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200 Dollars
thats how much my fine is from bealls
it just came in the mail today
apparently i have to find some way to pay it
grand
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so i laid out again today
im probably going to become one of those sun worshipers
cause i love it
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i may be crazy
but im kind of ready for school to start back
i say that now
but when it does start back ill start hating it again
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im back
from fernandina
and let me tell you it was real interesting
from getting arrested to taking the family photo
it was fun
and i officially am as dark as a mexican
the only difference is the blonde hair part
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my mom saw my tongue ring
and told me take it out
but i didnt
;)
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that song umbrella by rihanna is officially going to remind me of the beach forever
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