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willydancer12

sometimes even seemingly perfect people fall apart

Oct 11, 2005 22:10

I'm not perfect. No part of my life is right now. I am torn up and I really have no idea what to do anymore. My bubble of the world is popping left and right. I wish I had some way to explain to you all what's wrong with me. I'm sure you guys have seen me teary eyed at school and you ask yourself "why brittany? she's always so happy." it's so ( Read more... )

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sarahwhy October 11 2005, 20:30:30 UTC

brittany i sooo missed you today at school.

bubbles pop, that's why they're bubbles.

angst angst angst.

maybe we can talk tomorrow? i'm here.

willydancer12 October 11 2005, 20:44:53 UTC

thanks sarah...i appreciate it
and i'll be ok i promise
sure bubblese are meant to pop but i thought i had a pop resistant one (or at least semi resistant)
guess not...

summerblonde009 October 12 2005, 15:27:00 UTC

hey britt- ok i don't need to say anything haha we'll just talk at the gym!
love you
♥
Tally

aw_man October 12 2005, 19:38:02 UTC

just remember that you are not a victim. that's all I can ever say to anyone. I hope things clear up at home, but the only thing you can control is your attitude, and you seem to have a pretty good one. I love you, dude, don't give up!

willydancer12 October 12 2005, 20:38:07 UTC

sometimes i feel like i am a victim but a lot of what i feel isn't exactly for me. i just need something to look forward to. for me...thats college for others it may be a boyfriend or whatever but i just want to go...i've wanted this for a long time but yeah....it's all good. thanks for listening. DONT HATE ME haha (thought i'd lighten up the mood a bit)

dancing_essence October 12 2005, 20:15:02 UTC

What's wrong??

I so don't know whats going on in the world anymore. After last years talk/gossip, I listened to my own world. Where my life is needed to succeed, not what other people think about me. I heart heart-to-heart talks. It sounds like you need one.

This is OUR year! Don't get brought down, not when you've made it so far. See, this is what you'd get if you went to a normal high school. Drama. Gossip. Whispers. Fakeness. But you don't find that much here chica. So why do you want to go to a "normal" college? You're not normal. You're Brittany Williams, and I sound like an idiot trying to be philosphical. But I still love you :D

♥

willydancer12 October 12 2005, 20:36:26 UTC

you never cease to put a smile on my face.

thank you karen. i'm just kind of distressed right now but i'm the kind of person that has to figure stuff out on my own. but if i need a friend to talk to i know that you're there for me.

i seek to be a little more normal, i'm a little bit exceptional but i need to try to see what a normal life is like. school's ok i guess...i'm tired of it and the drama that randomly pops up but i can deal with it...i try not to let it bother me and i've gotten pretty good at it. sure people continue to piss the shit out me but i'll live...

7 more months baby...7 more months and i'm home free.

i love you, kid. i'm here for you whenever you need me.

2much2luv October 14 2005, 22:34:27 UTC

BRITTANY WILLIAMS!!! i luv u with all my corazon!!! i hope u're doin better!!! .:muah:.
*Priss*