Still fucking wiped. Mom woke me up this morning telling me to get up and get ready to leave. I hate my life. There are massive circles under my eyes. So now I'm sitting around the house waiting to leave to go see a lawyer about something or other. No beach for me, but whatever, I've resigned myself to this whole never beaching it thing. I swear to ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking wiped. I fell asleep this afternoon and barely woke up for work. I just had time to eat an undercooked chicken burger that made me terribly ill. YAy. Mom was pissed because I didn't do any of the stuff I was supposed to. Geh. I haven't been able to eat all night and still feel kind of queasy. OK, so that's a slight lie. I did manage ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here again, not even trying to do the things I'm supposed to. Mom's gone to Boyuk. The quiet is a nice change. Chels came online and said hi, so I called her. I just realized how long it had been since we'd actually said anything to each other. It was awkard and empty. I don't know what I was expecting really. It was still nice to ( Read more... )

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I played today. I ignored scales and warmups and just found something fun. It felt good. I also fixed my violin and fiddled my fingers off. I had to go back to basics, it's been so long, but I got Devil's Dream up to speed. It was fun. I also got through Rubber Dolly once. That was frickin awesome, but I couldn't do it again. Oh well, it's getting ( Read more... )

How You Life Your Life
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I feel the need to say OW. All I really want out of life right now is the ability to chew. There's something about broth that just isn't very satisfying.Geh ( Read more... )

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I haven't cried like this since I was six years old. It's very strange. My eyeballs feel like they've been stabbed with a hot poker. I don't know how this is supposed to be helpful.