wish she could forget mr.felix. loves him all the same. liar

[wiltedxrose]

i am the emotional wreckage of mr.felix without wanting nor meaning to be. i find myself reading two lines into a book with tears suddenly streaming down these already tear chapped cheeks. i sit and eat noodles and find them falling like rain down. for no reason at all. i'm not thinking of mr.felix. not until they are already falling. and this

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[sheisdead]

jen jen jen jen jen

hey sweetie.
mrs gymnaist isnt gorgeus. you are so much better. mr felix is lost. i think you are one of the most beautiful people i have ever met. youre sweet. you would do anything for anyone, and your fun to be around. youre beautiful inside and out.
always remember that.
you dont need anyone. noone does.
i love you to death!!
cheer up!!
britt

fuck the tears

[excidodraco]

Jen I'm sorry mr. felix sucks ass mrs. gymnist may be gorgeous but where's the eyes and personality hunny? There with u! outward appearance is nothing eyes and personality are everything all else is bonuses so yea dun worry about who loves you and what not and that angel u need well he's been with u for some time but ure just not willing to see him yet and well I can only hope u'll understand what I am trying to say with that *sigh* I'm sorry and smoking isn't gonna help get high it helps make the pain go away beleive me heh. mr.felix can be an ass yea but ya know u just gotta kick him into shape and ya know getting over him is gonna take time so give it time cause I know how u feel just have never had that dream cause all the bullshit has been real and ya know feeling how u feel is nothing to what I know I've lived 10 years without friends and if I can make it through that u can make it through this and no matter what I'm always gonna be there so ya know this part here kinda goes with what i said about the angel maybe clue u in a