i feel like i've been hit by a truck. a big truck.

this computer is being a bitch. and won't let me use any messengers. bleh, around thanksgiving randall is coming down though and he says he'll take a look at the computer. if i get a job and have any money left from getting gifts added on to any christmas money i may receive, i might just get myslf a damn computer ( Read more... )

a promise made for a code was unkept. promises tend to be. does anyone have a code to spare?

i don't even know why i post. it becomes another disappointment when seeing inside an empty mailbox. reflecting upon so many other empty things within myself. i tried to grasp the truth and more lies were whispered, but i do not feel alone in this, as whispered lies are all that are given.

i just read mucho missed friends entries. like i had to hit the back 40 entries button two or three times. oh my god...my eyes hurt! and mucho <3 for corrine, who was the first person to comment in my journal in like forever!

to those of you that care to know, which i know there must be a few since i've recieved a few e-mails asking, no, i'm not doing well. i'm going slowly insane, horrible mood swings, a time bomb waiting to go off. sometimes that bomb is random crying and other times it can be random screaming fits. the second one usually needs something to ignite it ( Read more... )

ok, to those of you that have tried to e-mail me *glares angrily at the moniter* this stupid computer won't let me send e-mails. so that you all know, i've been recieving them, but i can't respond. bleh.

a blurry look at the jen tattoo, and jen in a skirt. hmm...the world has turned upside down.


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the absence of everyone.

where did existance go?

i got my results back today. i passed with flying colors, so that means that i am now graduated, and i will be moving, by the end of this week. and i'll miss it here, some of the people, but at the same time, i won't, and i'm happy to be starting something new. something fresh. i don't think i'll make it. hahahaha. me laughing at myself. wish me ( Read more... )