It's quite possible that he doesn't really care. Maybe I was a convient addition into what he thought he wanted with his life. All such wonderful thoughts and feelings under lock and key
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sounds to me, like you need a complete change of lifestyle darling.
You are so set on dwelling on what hurts and what was past and what you want, that you can't see the forest for the trees. I am so not doing anything, call me and I will come get you and we'll do something different. Go some where, wander. See some sights.
I'm not going any where darling. You can't chase me away or push me away. I'm too much of a mule for that.
i would love that.... there is this article in dog fancy about new paltz and the stuff around there that is doggie friendly... and i want to check it out. Plus i haven't been to new paltz in so long i miss it. j
cool! we will have to make it happen. I think tommorow eileen and i are going to try to come over, if that's okay. Not really too sure if that's happening or not, but either way I would love to come over and hang at the house a bit. We can plan new paltz day
Sorry it took me a while to read this and get back to you. My PC's a tin can and I had to reboot it THREE times yesterday. But, yeah. No worries. Your path will clear up soon. There may be some debris like fallen branches, damp leaves, various puddles, and maybe even a turned over horse carriage, but, you'll pull through. You'll do what it takes to clear your path and be happy at being yourself again. I don't have a cell anymore but, ya know how to reach me to chat. :-)
And, if it helps, I too, am still struggling along my path. Only thing different that's blocking my way along this path is: a turned over car, a giant wedding bell, with my sister laughing from inside it, and a mural of a happy family...that I'm not in.
But, yeah. We'll help each other through. That's what friends are for. :: hugs ::
tashis getting married? yipes. Things are what they are. I'm trying to learn how to accept that, but its been hard lately. Especially since I feel like i'm trying to crawl out from the bottom of a well. What will be will be , or some such cliche.
True. But, nah. Tashi's not getting married. Yet. I meant to say that Lauren, who I thought was my friend, (insert long fiasco of shared-cellphone-plan dilemma) made my sister one of her bride's maids. And Tashi accepted. Even after knowing how Lauren dicked me over. But, yeah. I, too, feel as though I am trying to crawl my way out from the bottom of a well. We'll help pull each other out. :-)
DDD...sigh... seeing you this weekend has reaffirmed how incredible you are. How wonderful and beautiful and I never wanted to leave again. You are so beyond amazing and i know its gotta be hard to hear sometimes when its not from the person you want it to be from...but doesnt take the truth from it one bit. I dont know how many times I can say I got your back...but you know I do. And I hope you know how much you mean to me and if you need to talk talk. Talk to me. So many people love you and what you need and DESERVE is a man who feels the way we do...plus a few extra bonuses. I miss you. come back!
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You are so set on dwelling on what hurts and what was past and what you want, that you can't see the forest for the trees. I am so not doing anything, call me and I will come get you and we'll do something different. Go some where, wander. See some sights.
I'm not going any where darling. You can't chase me away or push me away. I'm too much of a mule for that.
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And, if it helps, I too, am still struggling along my path. Only thing different that's blocking my way along this path is: a turned over car, a giant wedding bell, with my sister laughing from inside it, and a mural of a happy family...that I'm not in.
But, yeah. We'll help each other through. That's what friends are for. :: hugs ::
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Things are what they are. I'm trying to learn how to accept that, but its been hard lately. Especially since I feel like i'm trying to crawl out from the bottom of a well.
What will be will be , or some such cliche.
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seeing you this weekend has reaffirmed how incredible you are. How wonderful and beautiful and I never wanted to leave again. You are so beyond amazing and i know its gotta be hard to hear sometimes when its not from the person you want it to be from...but doesnt take the truth from it one bit. I dont know how many times I can say I got your back...but you know I do. And I hope you know how much you mean to me and if you need to talk talk. Talk to me. So many people love you and what you need and DESERVE is a man who feels the way we do...plus a few extra bonuses. I miss you. come back!
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