secretly jealous of kurt cobain.

[wiltessa]

Today I didn't know where i was for a minute. Had no idea where i was, what i was holding, what i was doing. Looked around and nothing was familiar.

Finally, it clicked and things slowly came back into focus. I started recognizing people around me, that i was at work, that i was cleaning something. The radio was playing a Journey song. I think my

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[chihuahuarick]

Definitely a good start, chica

something different

[gypsymichaella]

are you working saturday night? and are you working sunday? because Miles and I are inviting you to walk with us at the Cancer dog walk on sunday over at bear mountain.

of course this also means you get to see iron man with us saturday, which is good too.

call me and let me know.
love ya.
j

Re: something different

[wiltessa]

this weekend i'm painting the bedroom and redecorating. :) it might give me a breath of fresh air.

Re: something different

[mikesmith0706]

So, you take a break from painting and come see the movie with us! :)

Then you can go home and go back to painting. :)

Re: something different

[wiltessa]

yeah..i was thinking. but the movie starts in half an hour now..crap. I really wanted to see it. no shape to go out tonight though.

[jlarissa]

*HUG*

Strangely enough, I really DON'T want to die. I just can't figure out how to live anymore.

You just do. It's an instinct or sad little rote function. Just remember that there are lots of people who love you. (Like me!)

Let me know if there's anything I can do...

*Edit* I accidently used an inappropriate icon. Please know that Oscar loves you too!

[wiltessa]

please. there are no such thing as inappropriate icons. i get humor out of most things.
I love you too,you know. and it helps, really, to know that people do care. It's something i should know by now, and do on some level,but times like these, it helps to know that i'm not as alone as i believe myself to be.

[jlarissa]

Hey, I'm all for potty humor, but figured Oscar the Grouch telling you to fuck yourself wasn't the message you needed to hear. :-)

And you're never alone, sweetie.

[wiltessa]

hahahha! actually, that probably would have made me laugh. thanks honey. it does mean the world right now.

[chihuahuarick]

'guess my comment was too much, eh? Whoops. LoL.

[wiltessa]

no no. your comment wasn't too much. It was one of those nods of aggrement things. To comment on it would have lessened it somehow. It was beautiful. Thank you.

[chihuahuarick]

Aww. No prob, chica. I miss ya so much. ^_^

[draseshalen]

then i can totally use my slash icon then! woot!
seriously though you=my heart. The world only spins forward prior.
bethesda terrace. go. asap. i will hitchhike and go with you if i have too. but believe it or not..she'll help. if only for awhile.
i bless you
more life........