...instead of homework. To help clear my head and get it back to that calm blank state I need right now.

( Quizzes. )

Yeah. So, I'm listening to NIN - Pretty Hate Machine - have been all day, and the songs fit me so well right now. Listening to "That's What I Get" makes me think that that must be exactly what Charlie is thinking of me right now. I just hope he knows I always loved him, and I never lied to him. I want him to know that above all. I loved him. I ( Read more... )

Hey all - just a quick update. I’m writing this on Microsoft word, because my computer is FUCKED. I have to take it in to get it fixed, but I refuse to do that, at least until I get all my music, videos, pics, etc., burned and saved, because if they re-image it, I lose everything. I will suffer spyware and popups until I have everything saved. So, ( Read more... )

Um, everyone remember that paper due at 8 am tomorrow morning? Yeah - it's past 1 am now and I still haven't started. *silence* Ah well. At least it's a rough draft. The final one isn't due for another two weeks. But my presentation is Wednesday. Maybe as long as I have my rough draft in his inbox by Wednesday morning, he won't be too pissed. But ( Read more... )

"Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore - too fucked up to care anymore ( Read more... )

"Take my hand, I'll be everything to you.
Take my hand, I'll take everything from you."

Don't ask. I won't tell.

I'm sorry.

This is sort of serious, but sort of not. So whatever. I would like to thank comedian Stephen Lynch for making my laugh so hard I forgot everything with his live version of "Superhero" on the album of the same name. I would like to thank my roommate, in a wierd way, for making me cry the other night (even though it was not intentional) I needed to ( Read more... )

So we were driving down the hill from the house, beginning our way back to Berea. And at the bottom of the hill, there was a mass of soft black fur... Ladi's dead. She was hit by a car. Only hours before we found her - she was still slightly soft, not stiff. Part of her head was crushed, her eyes were open, her teeth were broken and her mouth was ( Read more... )

I finally saw AFI's video for "Silver and Cold" on MTV2!!! Um, not like I haven't downloaded it and watched on on the computer countless times, but seeing it on TV for the first time is a joyful experience in and of itself. Obsessive? Me?

Yeah. *stupid grin* So, hopefully I will be able to update on everything now. Glee! Well, first things first - when I say first I mean as in "lately." And the latest thing to have happened - drum roll please - I GOT MY FIRST/(maybe)LAST TATTOO!!!!!I say first because - well - it's obvious. I say maybe last because it HURT SO FUCKING BAD. My lower ( Read more... )