寂しさ？！

[windaze]

朝３時のLSはなんか怖いくらい静かだった。。。　私と話す相手はないうちにここに来て、書き始めた。　こんなの寂しい気持ちは暫く持っていなかった。　現実にいるときは、そういう場合が珍しいと思う。　前の人が何か言ったら、普通は聞かなくちゃ。　それに、人が質問を聞けば、せめてうんなんて言うのが普通だと思う。　でも、オンラインゲームは別の獣わね。。。

一週間ぐらいまえ、高校から知ってる友達は他の町に引越してしまった。さようならと言った日は、その友達は悲しい顔をした。　そんなの顔を見ると、寂しくなる。

じゃ。。。ここまで書いておく。。またにゃ～

Comments

[rramkissoon]

I know it's different for each person, but I can only really speak from my own experience.... and I strongly believe in the philosophy that "this too will pass" when it comes to my feelings of loneliness

:)

[windaze]

Thanks for the reply Ari. I shouldn't have much to complain about compared to you >_> Both my parents are alive and well and I don't move around that much. The only move I did was when I was 13 or so. My parents brought me unwillingly to Canada even though I didn't want to come. Then school was boring because I had already studied the material that was taught here. The teachers thought I picked things up fast, but it was because I had already learnt what they were teaching >_>;;;;
But I guess that was fortunate because it meant I could slack off...or maybe it wasn't so good because I never had good work habits since junior high OTZ.
I agree with you...that loneliness is passing :) But last night seemed eerily quiet and lonely.. C'est la vie.