013.
Dear Sephiroth,
I-- the reason why I am sending you this letter as opposed to an e-mail is because it feels more sincere to write this way,Still I feel like such a coward for doing this. Honestly, I don't know where to begin. Your letter .. was greatly overwhelming. Words cannot express how I'm feeling at this moment though if they did I'd still be too ashamed to use them in front of you. You .. have always been and always will be my closest friend no matter what happens and what good of a friend am I? It's me who doesn't deserve you and Zack. Even in the past, I've always felt undeserving of companionship from the both of you, and you're both far greater people than I will ever hope to be. You and Zack have always been there for me, but as each day passes I've started to feel more like the dead weight of the group that holds everyone back. You protected me, did everything a friend.. no, much more than a friend should. And what have I done? I caused this to happen. It's all my fault, and I don't blame you if you resent me for it. You should have noticed by now how distant I've been lately.and I feel like complete scum for it. Guilt has driven me to do it.
If only that incident had never took place, we'd... no, I guess it's no use dreaming of the impossible. This anxiety has been growing inside of me ever since that day, I worry of what you'll think of me once you find out please, please don't hate me. You are my best friend, partner in crimer, and confidant. Why would I think so low of you when it's me who deserves to be treated like trash. I'm so sorry, Sephiroth. I don't deserve to be with you. Please forgive me.
Sincerely,
Cloud
((OOC: Oh boy, and let the drama commence. x_x ))