Ripping off a band aid

[winddancer]

I'm now approaching on 5 months of having relocated to the Bay Area and becoming a Californian - something I've dreamt about wanting to do since as long as I can remember. A series of events brought me to where I am at this very moment, strengthening my belief that everything really does happen for a reason

Comments

[tai1or_m2de]

i agree, i'm a lot like you. i put up a lot of walls and i hate people..which is probably why i can't get any real design jobs..i don't care to do the schmoozing and socializing..

[umecandy]

reading this reminded me of how i felt for pretty much most of last year. i wondered if i had changed and started to hate people like my friend lori. which isn't wrong, as you're wondering. it's just different. there's a reason for feeling jaded and let down and sometimes you need someone else to restore your faith, like i needed ryan to restore my faith that guys could actually be guys and not be more girly than i am (having surrounded myself with girly boys for years). sure, there was tinker and my other friend chad to remind me as well, and my friend kevin, but sometimes you just need *something* for that reaction to happen