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[windforce]

Herrick raised a question that has bugged me a few times but I've never been able to answer satisfactorily

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[firingblanks_]

And it's such an irony.

(isn't everything now these days?)

Ahwell.

[valval_zai]

ah. i dunno. i have too much water these days; no matter what happens i still cry. i just cried by the way.

[anonymous]

I never knew you were so much like me.

Now I want to cry, but I won't.

Now really.

I think I've had u misunderstood at herrick's blog, so sorry. I'm still trying to understand what you said there, herrick kept telling me "that's not what he means", so ya.

After readin the last part about you wanting to cry but cannot, about whether you couldn't experience true sadness, I think the best thing is still to pray. I have had gone through this before. It's like, you hear all the great testimonies, every time someone comes back to God he falls on his knees and cries. And then you yourself want to be forgiven, yoou try to feel remorseful, you try to cry, you simply can't. Then you wonder whether you were really remorseful, whether you were forgiven.

I don't exactly think its about you being incapable of being truly sad. I mean, crying can't be a measurement of sadness right. Is it?

I'm exhausted of so much thinking. I shall not type anymore. Maybe another time.