why do i feel this way...
i wanna die everyday my life slowly changes to even worse i have nothing going for me ....my life just looks to get worse it gets great but if its not great its fucking horible i cant be happy when my "best friend" hates me i no i dont have any right to talk because yes i can say i have saiud some words but she took it too far .... i want to be happy agen .. i want to be myself agen want to not wake up for 1 morning were i dont shake or feel sick .. i couldnt even write in one of my classes because i couldnt hold my pen straight ..if going to amAdor next year helps a little bit then see ya ghs im not wanted there so peace out im going to amador i guess if i actualy had some1 who cared enough for me to stay at ghs i wouldnt go to ahs but as of right now i hate crying i hate being sad and i want to start over even tho i no runnig away from my problems will only make it worse ....iv been hurt to much to stay.....
BS