so I'll admit that it's a bit of a challenge having this relationship (especially it being the fledgling that it is..even though we've been "more than friends" for months) with so many of my friends being anti-relationship. I don't plan for this to consume my life, I actually plan on spending more time with my friends than I have been, because ( Read more... )

Today was a lot more interesting than I was expected, because more happy, awesome people are in my classes than I had thought. Always a cause for celebration! Singers is already pretyt much great because of the musical, and then we have A&P, which has a large amount of people I love and no one that I really don't, then econ which will turn out ok ( Read more... )

suffocating, drowning, choking, dream-obliterating, numbing, frustrating, angering, basically icky-not-very-good stuff.
That's how I thought this would be.
But it's not.
Not at all.
It's lovely.
And lots of good things.
Yes. It's good to be understood.
I LOVE BEING UNDERSTOOD! Well...somewhat understood anyway :-)

Bought some shoes, bought some shoes ( Read more... )

Somehow, even with people's noses butting in, with friends glaring, people making rude comments, random people sending more than rude annonymous text messages, I have one of my best friends back, and have for a couple of days. And it feels good. Regardless of the crap at the dance, I'm now even more content with life than I was before...yay :-)

I really wish people would avoid talking about things they know nothing about ( Read more... )

Vultures ( Read more... )

a blog entry I wrote for my myspace ( Read more... )

So, I've now spoken to my grandfather on the phone. Ya know, my dad's dad. The one I'd never met and wasn't sure if he was even still alive because he left my dad and grandmother when he was a baby and my great-grandfather resented him and wouldn't allow him to ever contact my dad? Well, yeah, that one. Hmm...you don't understand? Ok, don't ( Read more... )

...I don't wanna fall...I don't wanna! (whiney voice).

It's so odd and unexpected and odd..

and not me. But that's the beauty of it.

also, so much different then I expected from them.

and ohh...

it's just lovely.

That's pretty much all there is.