...사랑...?
“How do you suppose me to tell you?!”
“Why not?! It’s our baby Junsu yah!”
“NO! It’s my baby created only with my love, without yours!”
“What are you talking about?!”
“You never loved me did you Yoochun…?”
“I…”
“This baby is not the crystal of ‘love’… It was created because I knew I had to leave you for YOUR happiness and I only wanted to have something that is a part of you to keep with me forever… “
“Junsu… why are you doing this..?”
“I overheard you talking to your mother… “
[[FLASHBACK]]
“Yoochun… I’ve always wanted to ask you… why Junsu? You don’t look happy with him…”
“Umma… Junsu saved my life… If he wants me to be with him, then I will.”
“You’re pressuring yourself too much!”
“Umma… Junsu’s a great person, he won’t hurt me and he loves me.”
“But you love Jaejoong! Not him!”
“Umma…. Even I I confessed to Jaejoong… He’ll reject me… “
“…”
“since he has Yunho already…”
“Yoochun….”
“Umma, I’m fine… I really am.”
[[FLASHBACK ENDS]]
“Junsu… I…”
“Don’t say anything… Just leave.”
“Won’t you come back home with me? Staying here in Japan is not the only option is it?”
“It was… but why did you come for me after I left? Why don’t you just let me leave?!”
“I was worried! You left after leaving only a note! If it wasn’t for Changmin I wouldn’t have known that you’re bearing my child!”
“ENOUGH!”
“Junsu… please…”
“I don’t want you to love me by forcing you… 5 years together is already enough…”
“Su…”
“Don’t call me that. You’ll find someone you truly love soon enough. I will raise this baby properly so don’t worry.”
“Let me bear the responsibility with you…”
“No need. I’m capable of doing this by my own… leave before I start hating you more than loving you…”
The door slammed shut leaving Yoochun outside rooted to the spot.
On the other side, Junsu was hurting so bad his tears were as heavy and the rain that was pouring outside.
This fairy tale had come to an end finally… Junsu thought that for so many years that smiling Yoochun really loved him… But turns out… Yoochun was just repaying him after he saved Yoochun once by accidentally tripping on Yoochun and ended up being his shield when he nearly got hit by a car.
All a stupid misunderstanding….
“I love you… I really do…” Junsu murmured before crying in between his palms again…
(Okay… I know everyone needs good news right now, but it was just writing on a whim. =D)