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[windupbirdd]

Well, sometimes I start to feel like I felt during the Tempest, when I was convinced that everyone hated me. I don't know why I start to feel this way - it could be something very small and unrelated, but it triggers sensations that make me feel unwanted. I don't even know what I'm talking about, because I don't totally understand the whole

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[anonymous]

DAISY!
I love you even though you forgot to tag me along with you to urban. hehe, if you're loved by april, michael, and I... then you're fine!

<33333333333333 eeeeheheeeeeeeeee

[anonymous]

p.s. it's stacey and I forgot to sign in, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

[windupbirdd]

aw, stacey, my dear, you're wonderful. where are you during lunch? the library? outside? i wanna see you moooore like we used to.

[die_in_a_comedy]

you are accepted in a lot of other places like rachel lang's heart.
:]

[windupbirdd]

that is one of the best places to be accepted! :D!

a livejournal response

[a_sullenriot]

i never meant for things to turn out the way they did, but even though i never showed it at the beginning, i very clearly felt more and more betrayed every day. and i hope you really don't believe that i would "lead a crusade against you" because i always make a point not to tell people what, or, more importantly, who to like. it's just... seeing little things, like "elliott smith is spelled with two ts" just can get really blown out of proportion. and i can admit to that.

i don't think things will be able to go back to how they were. i'm sorry for how trite that sounds.

perhaps we've both made mistakes, and now, on livejournal, i am both forgiving you and asking for forgiveness. on livejournal.

also. if this isn't about me.

i'd die.

Re: a livejournal response

[windupbirdd]

don't die, it was about you.
first of all... thank you. so much. i'm really, incredibly sorry that you ever felt betrayed by me, and that i could manage to mess up our friendship. i mean, i mostly just felt frustrated at first because all i got was, "i haven't liked you for a year." and then, after that, i was too scared (i suppose) to try and fix things. and then i got confused, and didn't know what was going on, and before i knew it we weren't talking and i was hearing things from other sources. but that's all in the past...
AND, the elliott smith thing definitely wasn't directed at you! i was just musing about how it bothers me when people are like "ASLKDHFLSDF I LOVE ELLIOT." for whatever it's worth, i didn't have you in mind at all when i went to edit my facebook status.

i agree that things probably won't be the same, but i'm glad we're at least forgiving and beginning the patching process. ... on livejournal, of course.

so. forgiveness granted, and i apologize, and accept your apologies. i feel good about that.

Re: a livejournal response

[a_sullenriot]

[livejournal] apologies accepted

[lasciviousgrace]

i like everybody

[windupbirdd]

haha, good. i don't, so i guess someone has toooo. i like YOU. even though you ruin my prom sometimes.