No PV for Yuya, Yabu-chan and Yuto in their new sub unit song?
Ok I wrote the title like above but actually, all I want to talk here is Yuya, sorry that I'm too in love with Yuya that everything I think now is only about him. I'm always biased like that.
I read the news in my sleepiness, it was my break time after the work and I was like "Probably this is just a dream of mine and its not true." Because I was too tired so my eyes couldn't help but just drifted off to sleep after that.
I woke up with that news today and now I felt like my brain couldn't work anymore.
Maybe for some fans, it's just nothing, but for me, a new PV for Yuya in his sub unit song is really something important. I can't describe how happy I am when I know the final result of JUMP Q. "Finally,it's time for Yuya, and Yabu too." Sorry but those two are like invisible lately, so I'm more biased to them in this case.
I started to imagine how they would look like in the new sub unit, and thought this was really interesting because the first time I saw those tall boys together. This must be really great.
I wake up with my hopes everyday that, today , there will be something new for Yuya ? A new trans for him ? A new sub in any videos? He will appear in some shows maybe ? Or new drama ? Or even, a new picture for my TakaYama , will they be paired in the new magazine ? This will be really great happiness for me if it comes true.
I have been waiting, waiting and waiting everyday for my dreams to come true. And Yuya with his new PV in the sub unit song is really a part of it.
I want to blame myself for too easily getting emotion, I always easily cry, being happy, hyper ,or sad , hurt, ... I found myself so small and so weak. But I can't help. I'm too confused with the news I just read today. Finally, luck still never wants to be on my side, it's really a big dream, a big thing for me so probably it must be hard to even come true. Look, I'm too in love with TakaYama and just count how many times they have the chance to take picture together. Luck never wants to be on my side.
My brain couldn't think of anything anymore. Yuya in my eyes is really a talent. For me, he's special . I always wish more chance for him to shine.
I've been waiting for too long already.
Is it that hard? I feel so unfair for him. And Yabu too.
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