The thing about being hurt in a relationship is that it can be like an addiction. You look for ways to get hurt later or you expect it from people that you know would not hurt you. Its odd...i know because it isn't true that you should be hurt and it isn't right that you were....even if the person really did care about you. it's never right and I think taht that is something that fucks with us because we start to expect that if this person really cares about us then why are they not hurting us? is that how it is supposed to be? No it is not. i hate abuse of all types because of this conundrum. We don't feel right afterward...we feel like we should always be doing something wrong or expecting the new better person to react in the same way....we never feel right when things are okay. Blarg. Anyway...sorry about the rant its jsut that its one thing taht gets under my skin...and trust me in some ways i really understand how you feel...although I haven't really experienced it in the exact same way.
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