Yhea, so, this is of an adult nature, and much of it passes well outside the norms of appropriate conversation. You've been warned.
Reciently I've been having this wierd fascination with women. Mainly, I've been realy wanting to taste breast milk, and to spend time just groping a woman, and getting familiar with her body. I'm curious mostly.
I've got this image of a boy and a girl both lying in this very classic victorian house. The girl is playing piano, and the boy, naked, is just lying on the couch infront of the window sunning himself. I think that's so cool. I wish we didn't have those taboo's. That the human body wasn't something one had to be guiltily curious about. I kinda like the "brave new world" idea, but that's a bit wierd too.
I've got a friend who is normaly ok with much that deviates from the norm, who mentioned that this place she was going to rent was ok, but the lady who was renting it still breast fed her elementary aged kids. and apparently this was a big issue for her. I don't know, I think it's cool. I mean, aside from the obvious health benefits for the kids, to have that level of parent-child intimacy just seems cool. like, there's no reason moms body should be something that a kid should have any issues about.
I've got this wierd fantasy, of sitting there, lying in a womans lap, drinking from her tit, masterbating. not as a sexual thing, which might be hard to wrap your head around, but as a comfort thing, to relax, to just be sated in all ways. ok so perhaps thats too wierd. oh well.
Then there's my other fascination. that mythical being, the vagina. I've not seen one of these in person. I'm curious about it. I'm curious about women on thier period, and women peing, and the act of intercorse with a woman. I want to see and feel this mysterious self lubricating beast. I want to compare and contrast seminal fluid and vaginal discharge, and I want to at some point get back to my vampire roots and to lap up the blood that comes from this place.
ok, so I've crossed the line into all out wierdo. Oh well.