I bought some CDs today. One is called 'down to the bone' - cellar funk. The other is the Sahara Lounge with compilations of music from the middle east. I guess I was feeling worldly. It was in the jazz section and I felt I needed some new sounds. I listen to the same things over and over and it's annoying me. There is no more excitement or ( Read more... )

I wonder if there's a real reason to marriage. It's so much fun to discover everything about a person, but after you know all about them, how can you possibly try and appreciating knowing another person so well there are no surprises?

I was just thinking and...well, I feel as if I've been getting rejected a lot from the male sex lately. Really recently actually. So what if I like getting high or drunk and making out or even having sex with someone? At least afterwards it's not a big deal if we're not together. We don't have to go through that stupid awkward stage and get all ( Read more... )

(MEMORY) Location: Montana highway - snowpacked, icy, curvy. I was driving, listening to music, my mother was in the passenger seat telling me I should slow down a little. The speed limit was 65, I was going 65. The road curves and descends - on the left is the cement siding separating us from the cars on the other side, on the right is a bit ( Read more... )

Well, well...the sailor man has made an attempt to communicate once again. I wasn't even expecting it. He was drunk and he called me...I also got his number... which to be honest I'm afraid to use. I'll probably only call him when I'm high or something. It's the only way to be forward and confident (and allows conversation to flow more easily ( Read more... )

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What an awesome birthday!! Thank you to everyone who made it possible. Quad B326 is so good at not getting caught...we know how to party safe. The Black and White theme was the best idea ever. The night was fabulous and I just have to say one thing: I just love college! Krystle, you're an awesome roomie, thank you for everything homie!

You know, it's so silly to be depressed, although no one can help it, it still feels stupid to have been so upset over something that really isn't a big deal. I've realized that when I'm productive I feel so much better. Exercising, writing a paper, going to class, using my free time to perhaps study (heh), is always better than sitting around. ( Read more... )

I'm so mad at myself. I get into these moods that I can't pull myself out of. What is the fucking problem? I don't want to talk to anyone, but I also want a specific kind of company. I can never really be alone because I'm always aware of the fact that someone could knock or just walk in at any moment. When I'm in this state I feel so ( Read more... )

Do you realize that it's Friday the 13th?? I'm glad I didn't go to Horror film class today. Anyways, it was just a thought. Yay for tomorrow! Movie day...or in other words, pathetic singles day. But it's ok!