I just want to scream inside, yes I know she is just a little girl but that isn't the point. The point is she knows certian things she knows what she can and cannot touch in this house and she insists on pushing my buttons all the time, and its not her fault I am so on edge I guess its really this seperation with my husband and the hole divorce ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you do everything just right only to have it go terribly wrong. Well of corse My whole life has been nothing but terribly wrong, why is that? I mean really what is up with everything lately maybe it is just lets screw her this year. Nothing ever goes as you plan so why even make plans, in the hopes that it just might go right ( Read more... )

Everything is starting to get back to normal, but then you can ask what is normal. I gues for me normal is basically turning back into the person that I always new I was, standing up for myself, not letting anyone talk down about me. and most of all I take care of myself I don't ask for help and don't ask for money, everything I do I am doing on my ( Read more... )

This has been on my mind so much with what is happening in my world ( Read more... )

just stepping in to say Hi i guess to myself as well as to everyone else life sucks as usual but not as bad as it was, of corse If I lose my love, I think I would go on a killing spreeee...... hmmmm but then again I want to go on a killing spree anyway

I don't know what to say, there is someone whom I like very very very much, he Is great always there for me not expecting anything in return. we speak almost every night. I try to be there for him as much as he is there for me. I only can hope that I am doing a good job at that. I have known him for four months on 9/19/05, well we started to talk ( Read more... )

Working for the next two weeks life is just fucking grand you know when you start to get one thing straightened in your life you seem to just go deeper and deeper in a dark hole and you can't seem to dig out. You start feeling like you were better off where you were at... so just a small question to think about, how do you know that were you are is ( Read more... )

Did this on the first try and I was blown away....

Rose is your inner name because you are elegant and
passionate. You are also beautiful and you are
very independant.

What should your name really be??? (for girls)
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OK so the weekend is over and well honestly I was too busy to even think about the bad things. or to speculate about anything, but I have talked to him and well havn't said everything about all my fears just yet... but he did read my LJ soooo I am asuming that he has half a brain and knows LOL just kidding.... but there is still fear of certian ( Read more... )