The frightening paradox of it all...
Everything can change so quickly and dramatically, in ways you never anticipated or intended, yet still feel so natural and right. It makes perfect sense even as you know it's all really quite insane.
Sometimes you step back and wonder at the words coming out of our mouth, "where are these crazy things I am saying coming from and why am I saying them???" But you wouldn't take any of them back because you know they are the truth, and you simply can't deny that.
You can suddenly become wary and a b s o l u t e l y t e r r i f i e d of what the immediate and distant futures hold, but still feel... no, KNOW that everything is finally just as it should be and will be alright...
Sometimes you step back and wonder at the words coming out of our mouth, "where are these crazy things I am saying coming from and why am I saying them???" But you wouldn't take any of them back because you know they are the truth, and you simply can't deny that.
You can suddenly become wary and a b s o l u t e l y t e r r i f i e d of what the immediate and distant futures hold, but still feel... no, KNOW that everything is finally just as it should be and will be alright...