So, now that I've worn those new jeans from Target a few times, they've deffinitely stretched. A lot. Not only do they look baggy and frumpy, they're downright too big. A belt just cinches the waist up and makes them look worse. ::pouts:: I should have known finding cute, girl clothes wouldn't be so simple... I wonder how much I could shrink them ( Read more... )

At this point I know I will always, always, always love him, and miss him and mourn losing him. These truths are inescapable.

I was also thinking I would always wonder what I could have done to prevent losing him, but then I realized... There was actually nothing I could have done to prevent it, to change his mind, to change his heart. He was ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated right now. I've been wanting to download ITunes and AIM, but every single goddam time I try it times out. They just won't download. That's why I'm up so late... I was so determined to figure out the problem... but... no dice. I don't know if it's my connection, my computer, or the extensive (and complicated) suite of security ( Read more... )

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I went to a show of their's at Barley's on April 15th, just three weeks after the break up, and it was the worst place for me to be, PERIOD. Just being there, seeing him sing made me physically ill. Literally. Two weeks later wasn't much better when I saw them again with Ben and Jeff in Manhattan. So it's understandable that I've avoided them until ( Read more... )

Hanging out with Curtis this evening was interesting, to say the least.

I went to his house, Keith's house actually, and he trimmed my hair. Of course I don't like it much. I always get used to the way my hair is, no matter how awful and out-of-control I know it really is, which is one reason I go so long between trims. I need to wash it and wear ( Read more... )

My first official post from my brand new internet connection at my apartment... wheeee... I was so excited, I should have known setting it up would turn into an uber pain in the ass and wildly anti-climactic. ::sigh ( Read more... )

Friday night I ventured to Lawrence with Monica and Ben A. for a show at the Granada. Ye goode olde DTE played with Apollo 13 and Aubrey. Man, I really really really miss those DTE boys. All of them. Yes, all four of them. ::sigh:: Not to mention their music... I'm so proud of them and so excited for their future. It felt good to drink a bit too ( Read more... )

New layout :)

I went to JCCC to enroll for the fall and the one class I really really need (Intro to Graphic Design) is full. Of course. All TWO sections of it. Why would they only have two sections of the intro class for such a popular program??? That's not an excuse, I'm just wondering. Now all I can do is wait until payments are due and hope to snatch up a ( Read more... )