I spent most of my life trying to answer that question. Actually, I was probably too sleepy to manage it. I don't think that people truely understand how incredibly precious sleep is. Not the kind of "damn I am tired and would like to go to bed" sort of thing. More like the "I haven't slept properly in weeks and am now starting to gibber like a moron" kind of thing.
I hate gibbering. Gibbering is very hard to take.
I'd like to say that I solved my problems with the night through joyous incarnation of truth through speech. What really happened is that I went through a myriad of drugs and finally settled on Trazadone as the wonderdrug of choice. I sleep...I wake up. I have slept. All good. No more gibbering.
Well...not quite accurate, but at least the gibbering bouts are fewer and farther between. And what more can you ask for?
Yes, I happen to like sleep. Which is why this is making me very unhappy. And while I would like to credit my babbling to not sleeping, I am pretty sure it is just a character flaw. Although it tends to be my excuse. *Incoherent babbling. "Eh, sorry. I didn't sleep". And who's to know the difference? Besides you of course, because I just told you.
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I hate gibbering. Gibbering is very hard to take.
I'd like to say that I solved my problems with the night through joyous incarnation of truth through speech. What really happened is that I went through a myriad of drugs and finally settled on Trazadone as the wonderdrug of choice. I sleep...I wake up. I have slept. All good. No more gibbering.
Well...not quite accurate, but at least the gibbering bouts are fewer and farther between. And what more can you ask for?
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And while I would like to credit my babbling to not sleeping, I am pretty sure it is just a character flaw. Although it tends to be my excuse. *Incoherent babbling. "Eh, sorry. I didn't sleep". And who's to know the difference? Besides you of course, because I just told you.
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