this is really random that i am updating. i forget that livejournal even exists but i have a few minutes to kill and feel like updating now so i wont forget whats up in my life later ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in Starbucks because our internet in our house isnt working.. can't really complain since we are only getting it since our neighbors dont have a password on their wireless. my cheap/lazy roommates dont feel the need to pay for our own ( Read more... )

So its Sunday and I am organizing/lesson planning/etc. I cannot, no matter how hard I try, get it through my head that I have a job and I live in Hawaii. I'm an adult. Nahh I don't feel like it ( Read more... )

I haven't been emailing or keeping a journal or ANYTHING and someday i might regret that. so here i go for 5 minutes. 5 minutes to sum up approx 1 month. well i have LESS than a week left in houston!! that is VERY good news. Institute is the hell of teach for america. technically i dont hate it that much, in fact i like it. but most people hate it ( Read more... )

Before dinner I started a surprisingly well written entry. It was my attempt to put my current feelings into words and it was going reasonably well... but then it was dinner time (delish mexican aka my fave for my last supper) and then my dad wanted on the computer.. and not that he is nosey, but i didn't really want to risk him reading my thoughts ( Read more... )

i have SO much to do... SO SO SO much to do. but.. i just graduated on sunday and drove home monday.. so im having trouble getting started. im tired and im in a weird mental place feeling all kinds of weird emotions - although mostly im feeling "why am i NOT feeling more?!" its a big time in my life (and all the other graduates lives as well) and i ( Read more... )

and its official. june 5th i leave for hawaii. june 11-july 15 is a little detour to houston. then its back to hawaii for two years. i love the random newness of it.

lately i have been slacking at life. i was so sure that as soon as i had a future (a job) i would be able to relax and just enjoy the remainder of college.. that hasnt been the case. rather than attempt to savor every last second i have been sittin in my room, googling hawaii, waiting. its annoying me and hopefully starting tomorrow that will ( Read more... )

i applied for teach for america but didnt really talk about it much because its really competitive and i didnt think i would get it ( Read more... )

waiting game. i kind of like it. well i do now. lets see what i think when its over ( Read more... )