I guess theres not much left to say ( Read more... )

fear and want come knocking ( Read more... )

wow! going back and reading the last few months of my life how angry I was. I utterly pissed off. why oh why did I cling so to so much unhappiness? Derek was using me. oh and the guilt trip he tried to pull on me when I finally worked out up the courage to end it. I was saddened to do it on his birthday but I have never felt freer. I met Casey on ( Read more... )

The darkness is heavy and weighing me down ( Read more... )

I look around ( Read more... )

so these assholes, decide that they are giving me a promotion, great. I got to hire my very own replacemnt.they gave me a raise and suddenly decided they can't afford to pay me anymore. for today they so kindly informed me that I am no longer working for the company. they even made it extremly clear that I am not to return... they make you feel ( Read more... )

karma karma karma, how I love you , over and over you prove to me that there is justice in this world... revenge is useless, why go out of your way to harm someone when karma takes care of it for you ( Read more... )

another day another way, my rollercoaster has calmed down some it would seem, god emtions are fucked up. but i am better now, after a week away and some scaryass nightmares, I'm feeling better. which is probably why I havn't written in a while. I feel mysteriouse and slightly eviul, I am strong and independant and I like it that way. here's to ( Read more... )

pregnant boxing, screaming matches ( Read more... )

it's earlier then usual ( Read more... )