I just don't know who I am anymore.

I miss my home. My new home.

This is all becoming an issue.

Yesterday felt like Scotland weather, with rain and really strong winds. The grass looks very green today.

I Just finished getting unpacked. It's nice to be home.

In my future house the one thing that I will desire is a library. 
Most people want a swimming pool or a nice television room, well I wouldn't say no to a nice kitchen, but the library is what would grab me most of all. 
I think that any room would do, I don't really have any want for a TV room and so that would be an appropriate place to put a ( Read more... )

Today the engineers decided it would be cool to talk about 12 inch centipedes and then go on wilkipedia and find videos of them eating mice ( Read more... )

and all i wanted was some rest...why do things keep running through my head?

There's this used bookstore that is going out of business and selling everything half-off. so I'm thinking yay and maybe i might spend it all. like giving up the clothes off my back and maybe plucking out some eyelashes to make a few extra dollars just to get my hands on ( Read more... )

In a few hours I am going to be at this job fair thing. I signed up because I figured what better way to spend a Wednesday than in dress clothes with resumes talking to middle aged corporate whores. Now I'm feeling the regret considering this is not the direction I planned on going in AND It means putting on stockings and a bra and real live shoes ( Read more... )

I don't want to start this essay. I don't want to start this essay. I don't want to start this essay. GEE WHIZ WHY ME?

I had a fantastic date with daina tonight. It began with getting dressed up (a.k.a me putting on stockings and her putting on a skirt~oo la la), then jumping on a bus and heading out to get dinner and bubble tea ( Read more... )

"The horror! The horror!"

I wonder what my last thought is going to be when I die...

Sometimes spring comes to mind.
And picnics on the walk home with oranges and blankets.
Sitting on the hill behind the school and eating lunch.
The talk about big plans, all the adventures that we'd have. and we did.