Most people, well women more than men I believe grow up imagining their family. The babies they’ll have, the big house they’ll get and the husband that will treat them better than anyone else in the world. That never really was what I was looking for in my life. I wanted to prove that I didn’t need that. That I could get on just fine without a ( Read more... )

I've been having productive little mornings. I go to sleep at reasonable hours and wake up before Missy every morning. I've been improving my cooking skills and making her recipes I've gotten from my parents and even something here and there I've picked up from watching Damon. You'd be surprised at how well he cooks, really. At least I was at ( Read more... )

I believe colour is one thing that most people really do take for granted. I don’t think many really take the time to realise how much beauty it can be to things that might otherwise be considered ordinary. Everythings got it’s own distinct hue, and honestly if it’s ever changed into a colour I don’t think fits it, I’m completely thrown off. ( Read more... )

I'm an incredibly curious person. Perhaps it's due to my upbringing, or my chosen profession, or simply being nosy. It gets me in trouble sometimes, but more often than not, I get away scot free. I decided to pay a surprise visit to the boy yesterday, to try and mend things up before they dragged on any further. I can't even remember what we were ( Read more... )

Alex had that post about the updates of everybody in Blur's little life and how we all connect in it and I find it incredibly humourous. I was a late comer into the little circle I think and haven't nearly as much experience as some of the others involved but I'd not like to be a part of a different one I don't think. It's all a bit confusing and ( Read more... )

I hate when you write a post and the bloody thing fucks you over the only time you actually use the actual site to update on. I don't trust it and I am never not copying and pasting again. Do you know how much work that takes? Absolute shit I tell you ( Read more... )

I was with a boy once who thought that everything bad could be made better with nothing more than a quick squeeze of the hand and a kiss on the cheek. He’d throw in a pat on the head sometimes with a “Cheer up, Suz. Don’t be such a downer,” Before he’d skip off to do whatever it was he thought would be considered productive. I’m not sure I ever ( Read more... )

Every once and awhile you've got to get yourself out and about. Clear your mind and things of that sort. So you find your mates and you find your place and you have one of those fantastic nights that completely make you forget all of the bad shite in your head. I think I know the most perfect couple for things like that so we got together and ( Read more... )

When you're young the decisions you make can shape the way your life is going to go. You make both bad and good ones, you live as you choose to live and whether or not you make it you're set in the knowledge that you've chosen the path you're going on. I did all that. Olly and I decided early on after our initial meeting what we were going to do ( Read more... )

In the morning I like to sit by the window and watch the people run because they are late for something or other. I like to imagine the wonderful or horrible things they are running to. Or perhaps running from. I'm not sure why really. If you asked me I'd have no answer to give you, other than that watching other people gives me a kind of ( Read more... )