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Oh... How interesting...
... I was just thinking to myself, how nice it would be if the Common room looked a bit nicer...
*wistfully quiet as he looks out the window for a while*
... I just wish...
Never mind...
He was right... I know he was, I should go talk to her... But I don't know what to say.
We weren't ourselves, that much is true... That... Was definitely not me...
... And yet... It could have been... It was my personality, even my thoughts... How I thought was even... Very similar...
It wasn't me, and yet it was! ... I... Am not sure what to think of that... And my 'memories' of my past... And of our past...
All through them were people I know, even in reality..! Minako... All of my friends from my past...
... Even... That red haired witch... She looked like one of my mother's friends...
But Minako...
... I loved her very much... And in all honesty, if I were to truly admit it to myself... I still think I do..!
I mean... I enjoyed her company before now, and she was very dear to me... About as dear to me as... *sigh* But now... Having her avoid me like this... I know she's likely just embarrassed or shy... But it hurts...
We were very good friends, but because of what we did together... I can't help but feel like I've lost her...
... And it feels just like when I lost Zoi and my family all over again... It hurts...
There was never any love lost between me and my parents... But they weren't as bad as they could have been... And I suppose they were just trying to do what they thought was 'best' for me, and our family line... But they were wrong...
... Just because they were wrong doesn't mean I don't miss them, however... I never let myself admit that until now...
Though to this day I still miss Zoi the most...
... I just hope I don't lose her like I lost him... I still don't know for sure if I love her the way she deserves... But I do know I would feel lost and even more lonely without her... She's a very precious friend, and... Hopefully someday more... But...
I think I need to talk to her about all this...
... I just want my relationship with her to go back to the way it was... I wanted to eventually get to all this with her... If she returned my affection...
... But she deserved more time than this...
[/Private - Unhackable]
[[OOC: * Private/Unhackable to everyone EXCEPT the one person he was wanting to be sure never saw it... XD Minako can read it VERY easily, actually... *Facepalm, laugh* She wished to know how he felt about her, so his oh-so-private scribbles are perfectly legible to her.]]
... I was just thinking to myself, how nice it would be if the Common room looked a bit nicer...
*wistfully quiet as he looks out the window for a while*
... I just wish...
Never mind...
He was right... I know he was, I should go talk to her... But I don't know what to say.
We weren't ourselves, that much is true... That... Was definitely not me...
... And yet... It could have been... It was my personality, even my thoughts... How I thought was even... Very similar...
It wasn't me, and yet it was! ... I... Am not sure what to think of that... And my 'memories' of my past... And of our past...
All through them were people I know, even in reality..! Minako... All of my friends from my past...
... Even... That red haired witch... She looked like one of my mother's friends...
But Minako...
... I loved her very much... And in all honesty, if I were to truly admit it to myself... I still think I do..!
I mean... I enjoyed her company before now, and she was very dear to me... About as dear to me as... *sigh* But now... Having her avoid me like this... I know she's likely just embarrassed or shy... But it hurts...
We were very good friends, but because of what we did together... I can't help but feel like I've lost her...
... And it feels just like when I lost Zoi and my family all over again... It hurts...
There was never any love lost between me and my parents... But they weren't as bad as they could have been... And I suppose they were just trying to do what they thought was 'best' for me, and our family line... But they were wrong...
... Just because they were wrong doesn't mean I don't miss them, however... I never let myself admit that until now...
Though to this day I still miss Zoi the most...
... I just hope I don't lose her like I lost him... I still don't know for sure if I love her the way she deserves... But I do know I would feel lost and even more lonely without her... She's a very precious friend, and... Hopefully someday more... But...
I think I need to talk to her about all this...
... I just want my relationship with her to go back to the way it was... I wanted to eventually get to all this with her... If she returned my affection...
... But she deserved more time than this...
[/Private - Unhackable]
[[OOC: * Private/Unhackable to everyone EXCEPT the one person he was wanting to be sure never saw it... XD Minako can read it VERY easily, actually... *Facepalm, laugh* She wished to know how he felt about her, so his oh-so-private scribbles are perfectly legible to her.]]