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So tonight was incredibly eventful. I visited four different cities. made a small amount of money. accomplished so much these past few days. insomnia is, occasionally, completely underrated. I've been reading the bible. &visiting old friends. which I suppose can be nice. I talk to too many boys & have too many friends, i think. Goldsboro & Brieana ( Read more... )

believe it or not I had a pretty amazing day.
& I'm hoping for an eventful night.

I am very disappointed in myself & this so called "revolution".
so give me some space because I take my failures too lightly these days.

I'm ready to make so many moves.
& I need something different. something shallow. & lots of conversation.

i electrocuted myself in the heart today, literally.
& i have never been so embarrassed in my entire life.

Today I have been completely obsessed with the weather & how Jets to Brazil fits perfectly.
& so I let a man tweeze my eyebrows. I suppose if I had feelings for him, I would have found it romantic to a certain extent.

Maybe it was just nice to be taken care of.
& note: being independent would also be a nice quality for me to pick up this summer.

i've been so convinced that I write for myself & my benefit only
but really, I'm just cheap.

i'm afraid of this summer & everyone coming home.
i'm afraid to admit that i'm still here & have been all along.

shame shame shame. i was supposed to do better for myself. shame shame shame.

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