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baralai - entry #12

Jan 14, 2007 01:20

It would seem that I became preoccupied with work again and neglected to pay attention to the movements of those around me...

This excludes Luxord, of course. It's hard enough even pretending that you don't know he's there...

Baralai. Where have you wandered off to? I spoke with Rikku over these journals and it would appear that you are not ( Read more... )

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reply to [filter] ie heartless speak =3 crimson_nooj January 14 2007, 07:35:10 UTC

Xemnas is our leader, the one who discovered the means to which we are able to become Heartless, who introduced darkness to the light and gave us shadows to dwell within. What more do you need?

Perhaps it is you who does not care as you have expressed loyalty to the Superior

[[ooc: translation? nooj says "bitch plz!"]]

Re: reply to [filter] ie heartless speak =3 winterobsession January 14 2007, 07:45:17 UTC

So I've been told.
I'm not interested in any of that, Nooj. What I want to know is how I might go about studying his heart.

My loyalty isn't the question here, and it never has been. My loyalty lies with myself, and with science.

[[ooc; translation = "Pfft. Whuteva." XD]]

Re: reply to [filter] ie heartless speak =3 crimson_nooj January 14 2007, 08:29:01 UTC

He is our leader. He does not have a heart.

Is that so. How unfortunate.

Re: reply to [filter] ie heartless speak =3 winterobsession January 14 2007, 08:32:22 UTC

That is what you may say...

But I will reserve all judgments until I can study him for myself...

Unfortunate? Not for myself. For you all, maybe.

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Baralai: OMGWTFBBQ PRIVAAATE. myfinalyevon January 14 2007, 16:59:10 UTC

I'm going to Besaid Island. This is around the time of year when I killed my family. It's the only reason I'm going, I... can't let her know this part of me. Do you know what'd she might do, Vexen? She might leave me, and I've just got her. I was an animal back then; all Heartless are.

Do you want to know why I killed them?

Because my sister was a Reaper. Do you know what that felt like, knowing that the person I loved most in the world was on the opposite team?

Do you want to know how I did it? I didn't use magic; I didn't get very good at that until later. Nooj can tell you I was absolutely atrocious at it.

The most painful way to die has to be easily be a stab to the gut. You cut open the stomach and the acids seep into your body. You eat yourself. We did that, lit the house on fire. Left.

Do you see NOW why I can't let her know, Vexen? I've got my own blood on my hands. She can't know this. She can never know this. I'd change it all for her, but I can't.

If she found out, I'd...

Re: Baralai: OMGWTFBBQ PRIVAAATE. winterobsession January 15 2007, 06:14:49 UTC

...-considers this-

That's pathetic, Baralai, really.

Re: Baralai: OMGWTFBBQ PRIVAAATE. myfinalyevon January 15 2007, 06:20:03 UTC

How is it pathetic? Just... leave me alone if you don't understand. I can't go to her now; I need to tie some loose ends.

By myself.

Re: Baralai: OMGWTFBBQ PRIVAAATE. winterobsession January 15 2007, 06:26:22 UTC

You're running away from the problem and it's a rather pathetic sight to behold.

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