if i could pick the night i want to die this would be the one.
i hate myself. deep down inside i wish i could kiss this world goodbye and maybe give myself a chance to live. i can't take this anymore.
goodnight.

soulfood retreat was such an awesome way to spend this past weekend. i'm so glad that will and i decided to become a part of that group.

i had a good time hanging out with kat. it's been such a long time.

past: i FINALLY got my G1! i can finally drive. kinda. and i had a lot of fun at volleyball last night. keith and i were the best players there ( Read more... )

i feel so mellow. so lonely. so bored.

i hate this box. i need to get out.

eforbay iay ogay azycray!

check out a band called pilate.
espically if you are a delirious fan.

♥

would anyone happen to have a stencil for a hibiscus flower that i could borrow or know where i could get one?

i'm done. i've finally reached the end of the tunnel after 15 years. horray!

so today i have to do a major room clean out. it is such a mess right now and i have to get rid of my OLD school stuff and things like that that i will never need again.

come to young adults this thursday.

everyone must come to young adults this thursday night at 7:30 at cedarview. will is going to be playing some songs on guitar and stuff it's going to be a good night. oh and i'm going to be playing a little bit of keyboards for some of the songs. i hope i don't screw up.

be there or be shot.

this morning when i woke up my radio started playing that green day song good riddance.

today really is a turning point in my life. it's the end and the beginning of the rest of my life. as of 4o'clock this afternoon i am no longer a student. i'm only 18 but i feel old. gross.