People still read this!_devoid_August 3 2013, 03:56:15 UTC
My experience internally of the past few years is pretty similar to yours. I think I'm finally starting to come out of it, as you will in your own time.
I read this once in a blue moon. But what I wanted to say was that I find it interesting that I can observe all these things in people and not really reflect and think that it will indeed leave the indelible mark that you're stating it does. I feel like I walked through my 20s much as you did: brutalised by bad relationships, no job prospects, and difficult living situations. Instead of running from house to house, I felt stranded in the house I did have (the one we shared
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I know this is a belated reply, but a lot of what you said made sense.
Funny. I haven't been posting on here recently and I felt like posting again. This entry is my most recent post and similar in tone to what I was going to write -- if not the identical words. I may still write it, if I can gather my thoughts enough.
I think you used the perfect words; anger only helps to get you on the wrong foot with potential newness.
Problem is, I'm not really sure how to get off that foot.
I found old journals that talked about my time in Oregon that had no memory of… I was in a bad car accident in 2010 and it wiped away so much. Tried finding you on Facebook to see if you had forgiven me… Saw your engaged and I’m happy for you, I’ve only ever wanted you to be happy. Sent a friend request didn’t know what to say with it.. and it looks like you blocked me…. I’m sorry for being part of your pain….
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Keep your head up, sir.
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Funny. I haven't been posting on here recently and I felt like posting again. This entry is my most recent post and similar in tone to what I was going to write -- if not the identical words. I may still write it, if I can gather my thoughts enough.
I think you used the perfect words; anger only helps to get you on the wrong foot with potential newness.
Problem is, I'm not really sure how to get off that foot.
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