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Some how it seems as though my luck has changed some. Things are going good right now, a new house, money, new tat, got laid.. But for some reason I still feel lonely. I miss the old days, with my old friends, they were like brothers to me. I never felt more comfortable then when I was with them. I wish I could get them all together again, but ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I could be someone or something else.. Like if I could jump from body to body, then I could go do anything I wanted to do and not get in trouble for it. I could just jump into a different body. Has anyone ever thought what the world would be like without wood, like if there were no such thing as tree's, or we had tree's but you ( Read more... )

Ok, sometimes I just wonder how fucking stupid and ignorant people can be. I think I am either going to become a hermit or figure out a way to completly turn off all my feelings and emotions, that way I wont have to deal with all the stupid crap that goes on. I hate the feeling of liking someone and them not liking you back. Its so hard to like ( Read more... )

Sometimes life really sucks, and this is one of those times..

Ok, so I had a very funny thing happen to me today.. While walking through Fred Meyer after buying Alfredo sauce for dinner.. Stuck behind this really slow moving lady, she looks back at me, turns back around grabs her purse and pulls it close to her.. Like she was thinking I was gonna steal it.. HA bet she thought she was readin my mind, bein ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm wearing friend repelant.. Like there is something on me that scares them away.. heh I dunno.. maybe its just another part of my bad luck.. *sigh* this last week has been hell, I think I have been depressed more in the last week then I have in the last two months.. maybe its lack of sex.. I dunno.. maybe its just me...I'm ( Read more... )

heh ok well today is turning out to be a really really shitty day.. I always tried to keep my hopes up and think that things will soon get better for me, but I'm starting to believe that things will never get better. Of course some of the things that do go wrong are my own fault, but the other half of the things that seem to be going wrong I have ( Read more... )

*sigh* I feel like I worked out for hours yesterday.. My back, neck, arm and legs are killin me and I dunno why. Heh I could really use a full body massage right about now but I have no one willing to give me one. Oh well I'm goin out to Outback tonight for dinner and drinks.. YAY drinks will make me feel better.. but for now I'm gonna go take a ( Read more... )

YAY I got tattooed today.. Got the tat on my arm worked on some more it was suppose to be finished but now I think I want something else added to it.. heh I dont think it will eve be done.. Now I feel dead, I didnt get any sleep last night and havent slept since so I'm about ready to go curl up on my lil part of the carpet and pass out ( Read more... )