Well it seems life has been playing its games games with me agian. I finally think things are starting to turn around and then I get hit with more shit that makes me fall. Geez I wounder what will happen next. I finally put an end to an abuseive realtionship but then there are two guys who like me. UGH! Man maybe I don't need to date anymore. LOL ( Read more... )

well my life has been hecate this guy i have been with thinks he can control who i can be friends with and every move i make i am haveing trouble dealing with this very much. it is very hard. it is hard coping with it. i can't understand this he tries to dis on my friends to push me away and it doesn't work . all it does it make me angery. gods it ( Read more... )

well i went to missouri for the weekend with a friend of mine. I had a blast for once in my life. It was fun. his father though told me to dump the guy i was with and marry him the whole weekend he called me his daughter inlaw which was totally wierd. my friends father liked me alot so did his step mother. they were also at the hosptial when i had ( Read more... )

well i am going to leave for awhile and disappear for a vacation. gods i need it right now after all i have been busy as crazy and haven't been on for along time lately. so i guess i will get in touch when i can or if not then oh well.

well i have been sick this past month. but also dealing with stuff. i do think anyone missed me much tis life anyways. things are somewhat looking up for i hope. maybe one day things will be alright but till then i am here and guess will always be until something goes on.

Well I have been through hell so far but today I think it was the worst I hung up on my ex cause he called me at 8:00 am this morning or actually my friend did cause i did not want to talk to him but then the jerk called the cops and said I was giving acholol to minors. What a jerk! I was so pissed off after they left it was not right. I just blew ( Read more... )

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I am here and kicking. I was thinking that it wasn't worht it so I am here to stay. I am doing alot better now. Even though things could get somewhat worse. Vincent could talk to me you butt. Oh well tis life. Thanks for the Adivce kitty.


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well i dunno why i try anymore shit i give up at this point. my friends pointed me to this and this don't work. i give upo i just disappear seems the best.

Well it seems maybe I have been forgotten lately by everyone. I made a shocking discovery that the guy I was with was using his dead brother name to get with is bro's ex girl and the then my bro has completly shoved me to the cornor and my friends basicaly has abandoned me. I am forgotten. I am alone I guess it was my fate to be this way and will ( Read more... )