Save Yourself, cause the only thing that matters is that you get away.

[wipetheblood]

So im uber bored and totally freaking out bout everything.

I have no idea what i wanna do with my life, i mean sure i wanna study fine art, media and photography at uni...Cardiff? maybe. But then theres the whole thing of leaving everybody behind, im not good at making new friends anyway, i hate that. I love the friends i have now

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Change can suck, but less than stagnation

[benesq]

If you want to develop as a person, experience new things, thoughts, ideas, activities and events apply to uni! It may be comfortable in Tunny Wells, but a comfortable existence can lead to complacency and sqauredom. I miss people, being in Scotland and all, but that doesn't mean I can't stay in contact with people. Remember, change is good and the self is incipient - once you stop questioning why you are somewhere then something wrong has happened. 3/4 years for a degree and/or a diploma might require a sacrifice in terms of seeing friends regularly and financially, but you'll expand more as an individual and have a better opportunity to project your creative dynamism on the world. You ever wanna chat about uni and life beyond Tunny Wells, call me. Nice new nose ring by the by.
Mwah.

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[captainbeffan]

i looked into photography at the higher education thingy in canterbury.
you have to have at least a foundation degree in photography before they'll even consider you.
people with ND's and that get priority.
plus, that'd be print photography, SLR's, darkrooms, development and that.
i'm doing a journalism/media/photography course thing.
the photography is digital and used to enhance the media and journalism aspects. therefore, band photography, cos i'm gonna do music journalism. but i looked at cardiff and they don't do that there...
so i'm going to LINCOLN.
that's 100miles north of london! that miles away!! only plus is that Luff goes there. hmmm.
and you're an awesome artist. you'll be great doing art.
xxx <3

[benesq]

Is that Tom Luff by any chance?

[captainbeffan]

gaaah
yes
how do you know that lovely fool? x

[benesq]

I've known him since I was 11. Oh god, I feel so old. I went to Bennett with him. I have a strange feeling I might know you also. I'm Sian Nicholson's brother, Head Boy of Bennett retired.