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i finally wrote my feelings down on paper.
...you know, the old-fashioned way.fuck.

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for once, i feel entirely open to someone else's ideas/suggestions/critisizm/opinions.
i listen, learn..but best of all i have learned to appreciate.

why must it be this difficult to resist temptation?

the jealousy is going to eat me alive.
who would have ever saw this coming?

if what they say is true:
"it's worth the wait."

..then i do believe, i have found something worth keeping.

forty-four days.

last night, we layed in bed together.
i realized, when i'm with him, is the only time i feel safe.

then he explained me to myself.
...and i cried, god, it felt so good to cry.

i am new, revived and ready to approach the world today.
..without him, i would be lost.

. i never wanted to try to smoke cigarettes
i did.

. i never wanted to get into modeling
i did.

. i never wanted to try drugs
i did.

. i never wanted to have another long distance relationship
i did.

. i never wanted to have meaningless sex
i did.

. i never wanted to loose the bond between my sister and i
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. "twitter-pated"
(like Bambi).

xo.

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grrrrreat !

i love how my heart has been on the line for five and a half hours.
well, sort-of.
:D

typical ashlie move.
reminder: *THIS is why we don't EVER say stupid, silly little things like that. never do this again

wow, i'm so unmotivated to go to work today.