The Roses ( Read more... )

My break was a well balanced mix of excitement and relaxation.  Friend stress tempered by friend fun.  I was sick the entire time, spent more time than one should in doors in the middle of a beautiful Spring.  Veganism and brokeness posed obstacles, but they always do.  Watched a fuck-ton of Buffy and Angel.  Saw part of Watchmen at the drive-ins, ( Read more... )

Three cups of coffee and half a glass of wine tonight seems to have been the formula for inspiration instead of homework.  I use inspiration loosely.  I mean compulsion really.  Sometime caffeine enters my heart and commands me toward art or personal reflection in strange charts, or in this case reflection in the form of interaction that I have to ( Read more... )

I seem to have gone through a day sleep deprived, over caffeinated, work done accomplished by blue birds, and now drunk.  Here is a poem about drunk people written by a drunk person, a pantoum ( Read more... )

I could kill for some of Alyssa's super potent black tea, commonly referred to as Cocaine Tea right now.  I'm going to have to settle for green or chai.  I have a hell of a memo to write, full of complicated exel acrobatics.  I'm worried that my education is going over my head.  It's very scary to feel stupid.  But unavoidable I suppose when the ( Read more... )

Oh my, the keyboard.  And so many variations on intoxications.  What is cheating, what is open.  I would like to be listening to tunes, contrary to everyone. What blurs the vision? That blurs the hands? What the mind? And so many parts of the mind.  So many people trying to sleep.  And so much training to type in proper English.  What Penny-Arcade ( Read more... )

"The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling ( Read more... )

(came a little late this year ( Read more... )

ants and ants ants and ants

wall and ants

fall, lap sap

ants and ants ants ants ants

all land black

all land crawls

mark blank wall

blatant

apt

and ants

I have been sleepy in a way that is making me perpetually bored. I can't engage properly with socialization or DOING SOMETHING fun.  What my facial expression normally makes people think I'm feeling, that's what I'm feeling.  Dull and bored and exhausted.  Not sad though.  Or particularly angry.  Veronica and I both, the room as a whole, needs a ( Read more... )