so insomnia is taking its tole again. mom suggested writing whenever this happens. Haven't written here in a little bit so I figured this is as good as anything. break came and went. school's started. back into the same rows and ruts, ups and downs. i wish i enjoyed winter more, but I find myself always looking forward to tomorrow, and never really ( Read more... )

I swear to God, I can't have a christmas with any part of my family without fucking drama and stupidness. Even I'm way more on edge and I can't stand it. Maybe I'll have christmas by myself next year. Take a break.....probably not. At any rate, I'm looking forward to going home on thursday. I'm not, however, looking forward to going back to the ( Read more... )

christmas.....

whoopdie freakin doo.

oh dear

what have I gotten myself into

I deserve to be taken out of the gene pool by evolution, because I keep making the same mistake....over and over and over.

I am, by definition, insane.

or just a masochist

only time will tell.

who's signing a lease this week for a sick nasty apartment for next year?

this motherfucker is!!!!!!!!!huzzah!

so besides the normal sounds of finals crunch, not a terrible lot has happened in the past month or so. One major thing did, however. I think my dad and I have finally begun to truly patch things up. The weekend after my birthday, he drove up from Virginia with the specific purpose of seeing my sister Heather and I for our birthdays. No other ( Read more... )

slainte mhath

a good friend of mine asked me some pretty tough questions today. She asked me if I was happy. When I said no, she asked me why. She asked me why I don't trust people. She asked me if I liked comfort, which isn't as easy a question to answer as you'd think. What it made me realize is that no one asks the tough questions. And more importantly, no ( Read more... )

ironic that i finally get my wish and it starts to feel like fall, and the heat in my dorm isn't working. sssssooooo coooollllddd.

Radiohead just blows my mind time and time again. For those who aren't aware, they have released their new album entitled "In Rainbows", and if you go to the website, you can download the album, and you name your price. You can even do it for free. A major, top selling band has done this. Who needs record labels anymore? I love this band. Not to ( Read more... )