i have just finished a song entitled "I Miss You", the shit is not bananas the shit is all the fruits compiled into one, there are very few songs that i am proud of but i am more than proud of this one, okay okay its about erin but i have done what i have always try to do and created the perfect song for someone i love, i cant explain this song, it ( Read more... )

I am happy, thats weird, oh well im joyous for some reason deal with it :)

Hmmm....im compelled to write about her for maybe the last time before getting to the subject that is the title of my umm subject, yeah, ive decided to take the advice of everyone and move on to someone else although i know my heart cannot be pried away from her for a VERY VERY LONG TIME, maybe dating someone else will take her out of my life fully ( Read more... )

I am confuzzled like a mofo for some reason, yeah i messed up, yeah everyone deserves another chance but why am i trippin over it, i mean i love her with all my heart but through all this guilt ive failed to realize one thing the one thing that i always instill in the person im with, i shall keep that one a secret but for that one reason i shouldnt ( Read more... )

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one of the deeper and one of the songs about her from my upcoming demo The Texas Child i dont know if im going to use this verse or not but this song is up there with dawg the beat alone wants to make you cry i dont know how im going to go about the lyrics yet this is just something that i wrote up when i got the beat ( Read more... )

There are two sides or two things you must face in creating your destiny, love and what you become, i have failed horribly at one and in effect taken from it everything i need to stand with the other, i now know that love is something that will take forever to find and im not concerned with it anymore i am surrounded by walls once again therefore ( Read more... )

you live and you learn, i think not, sometimes you dont learn, as it goes a frightening trend i have noticed is that i dont succeed at anything until the third opportunity i have at it, i dont know why that is, no matter what i do i can never be successfull at anything until i have that third chance and ive always had that third chance but in a ( Read more... )

So profound my life has been to this point, I have always had the ability to take the smallest minut detail and amplify it into something glorious, inspiration for example, a great realization but at what cost? Sometimes i wonder if my inspirations are nothing more than a cushion to fall back on to avoid the plain and simple truth that ( Read more... )

i drove 15 hours yesterday on top of the 17 the day before and i got to sleep about 4:30 this morning and now i have to go drive about 6 or 7 more hours, im so unbelievably tired i might just have to skip the Rockets game tonight on t.v., but maybe not, its the Rockets....dunno ( Read more... )