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I need someone right now.
I need someone to hold me.
I want to hear 'I love you' ...
I hate myself for wanting you.
I hate myself for needing more.
I want you to realize how this feels.
Maybe its the change that draws me to him. In all my other realtionships I have been in control. Im not now.
Why is it so fucking hard to walk away from the only major problem I have in life?
Dont say that shit about me needing to 'find' myself.
I spent a long time doing that. I know who I am right now. Granted.. I am young and that will change.. but I am happy with WHO I am.
Its just so fucking hard... Im not looking for a serious relationship. I dont want to get married have kids.. bla bla bla. I just want somone to BE there and care about me.
It would be so easy for me to find someone.. anyone that wants to be with me. Why do I not have the desire to try? because I cant get him out of my mimd................
I need someone to hold me.
I want to hear 'I love you' ...
I hate myself for wanting you.
I hate myself for needing more.
I want you to realize how this feels.
Maybe its the change that draws me to him. In all my other realtionships I have been in control. Im not now.
Why is it so fucking hard to walk away from the only major problem I have in life?
Dont say that shit about me needing to 'find' myself.
I spent a long time doing that. I know who I am right now. Granted.. I am young and that will change.. but I am happy with WHO I am.
Its just so fucking hard... Im not looking for a serious relationship. I dont want to get married have kids.. bla bla bla. I just want somone to BE there and care about me.
It would be so easy for me to find someone.. anyone that wants to be with me. Why do I not have the desire to try? because I cant get him out of my mimd................