tomorrow is the 15th....

goodbye car

i dont want to be alone anymore...

i dont want to feel unwanted aymore....

i cnt really deal with it anymore...=/

im gunan go do drugs or something .

mayb my life will get so fucked up ... it puts itself back into place.

"could you do it?"

all you hafta do is say okay....ill take my thumb away.

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that wont ever hapen... bc my life fucking sucks...

so last night was one of the most...if not the most... amazing nights of my entire life.

y is it that when i see you i feel obligated to say hi ...like a need to say hi ..

y do you keep requesting me on myspace...its not like you care or anything

i hear your not happy with him....

//then WHY ARE YOU WITH HIM!!!!!!!!i hate this...go away its been 7 mnths ...go away ....get out of my head ....get out of my heart ...i dont want to ( Read more... )

get out of my head... your always on my fucking mind...

i was thinking today ... baka braught u up and i started thinking.

youve been with him 7 months ... not one fight... not one break up ... nothing... pure perfection.

so ive decided that its time i gave up... im just giving up... no more dreams ... no more feeling... no more living my life ( Read more... )

yesterday i found my yearbook.and i was looking through it ... so conviniently i was thinking of you and t just so happend that the first page i open is your picture.i was looking through the comments a few stood out. and a few made me cry ... a bunch made me laugh. like Nick Bareda's ...

"Antony-we rock and we gunna rok harda!-Nicky B."most of ( Read more... )

I MISS YOU SO FUCKING BAD AND I FUCKING HATE MYSELF FOR IT!