hot and bord....

i guess things could never be right for us
im just hopelessly trying..and hurting in the mean time
untill i can really realize it

it's funny..you can have all the friends in the world.. and still feel lonely

take the time..take me in..in the end it's all worth it
this works both ways
i miss the feeling of having "that best friend"
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENSY!!!!!   lovelove always
germany soon!!!

wold geo poems  lol   i HATE that class

SUNSHINE
a smiling day
a trees blow
and the clouds fade
green and blue
where land meets water
is where we'll frolic

the huricane destroys
taking whats lef behind
you destroy me and inside
but still not these memories
they clutter and distort
they never let you ( Read more... )

heyhey!!   ahhh soo close to peacin out
hope we're all makin it

our generation's pretty f-ed up

REALLY need to get packen

shit from memorial weekend....realizations i guess.....incomplete...fall asleep...dont bother

we're in a lose.lose. situation
whatever way you see it
desperaitly looking for answers
hope can't fix us now

once you've had it
you don't ( Read more... )

ahhh..you never know whats gonna happen
i just hope it's something good..

germany is sooooo soon! im not ready yet! ah but it'll be a adventure of a life time

trying to packin in all the fun before i leave...with my buds.. lol
i feel like something's about to happen and it's driving me crazy...like good..it's making me ancious

im really missing my ( Read more... )

well i was gonna bore you with poems..but it seems i've already shared..you lucked out!
well this days have been rocky and frankly it isnt your business.....

F the world
on stand by
ready for attack

mabey just a hug
a stream of tears
followed by a sigh of relief

but standing alone
on the top of a hill
you're garanteed to roll off
into nothing

ready to ( Read more... )

WE ROCK OUT HARD TO FALL OUT BOY!!~  love it!

well its the weekend finally..and heather's b-day! happy b-day and yes she's 17 not 18 lol
hoping for fun...tommorrow  i hope works out to

they brought us together.. but you pulled away
i hate the way you make me snap
you should try calling....it never works when i do...u know it too

ASS  Hole...... i wish ( Read more... )

its late but i wanted to write..i cant sleep
i remember when i didnt know what i'ld do without you...have'nt things changed

if we were diagnosed:
paranoya
opsessive compolsive

writing from unter my bed

lonelyness if sufficating
covering the sun on a rainy day
a desire to shine, no longer seeps through
the will to wake an unconcous mind
is not strong ( Read more... )

wow its been long and crazy
my internets down booo
im bsitting my crazy cuzins
its all cool tho

and omg im about over "flattered?" with my gas station boyfriends
god!!!!  so at the mobil   i lost my keys and the reason was " mabey you were thinking about me?"
"i'll take you to florida" (i was complaining it was so cold and i was going to florida)
then i ( Read more... )

OK so TOM FRI!! yippy yippy   suck in heliun and cut the cake ! its friday..it's friday!!!!

i don't go to school any more ..well at least mentally... im out.apologies for being a dead head.
i wish we all hung out outa school tho

atmitting the true...i am the BIGGEST cluzt!!!!!! ever!  just today... i lost my keys while getting gas..i set them down ( Read more... )

wow good day or at least when compared to the norm. i alomst forgot how to say the words i had a good day today,       not that i did much tho lol
sang the WHOLE day
got a workout
tyed old strings
ha  n saw jeff singing REALLY loud in his car to the one and only fall out bizzle

i'ld like to apologize for breaking you down when you are  acting stupid ( Read more... )