I am going through one of the most rough times of my life right now. Everyone is getting back into drugs. Not just my friends but my brother as well. And they won't accept help and it tears me up inside. I just have to watch all of them suffer and hurt themselves. And all of the lying. And being treated like some sort of disposable piece of junk. ( Read more... )

I gave it my best effort. Acted like everything was okay because that's what we agreed upon. I still cared about you and you couldn't have cared less. And you look at me now as if I should feel guilty for giving you the cold shoulder? You had no right to treat me like I wasn't worth even saying the simplest "thank you" to. You may want the ( Read more... )

Halle-freakin-lujah. That's all I'm sayin, hah.

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. After, post this in your journal, and give out some letters of your own.

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You make me smile =)
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This week is going to be insaneeee. But awesome nonetheless, I believe, hah.
Monday: Mix-Match Day for Spirit week, Play Rehearsal, pick up chamber dress from seamstress, "Trick-or-Treat So Kids Can Eat" thing at the grocery store for Thespians.
Tuesday: Decade Day, Play Rehearsal, Choir Concert at 7
Wednesday: ( Read more... )

I know I just wrote an entry earlier but I dont care, haha.

Tonight was fantastic <33333

haha The End.
♥ Brit

I've put a stop to my worrying once and for all, I think. I had a lot of people to talk to these past few days and they've all explained to me that it's really not worth freaking out over. And I love thinking about it that way. Because sitting here, at the computer or with my cell phone in hand all night, worrying, wondering and questioning 'what ( Read more... )

I've been having some pretty good days lately =) A lot of crazy stuff has been going on; good stuff mostly, some not so good, but I feel really content with where I am in life right now- well, except for the fact that I wish I had a different Chemistry teacher, haha. I just feel like things are the way they're supposed to be in my life now- like I' ( Read more... )

I just started thinking more and more about the fact that I have to start college in two years, and I never really realized up until this point that I am so terrified that I won't get accepted to one- or that I won't survive. I am absolutely frightened and I don't know what to do. I feel like I've screwed up all my chance of getting into a good ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty crazy for me lately. Losing my dream role to that freaking lunatic girl that no one can stand for a reason that makes ABSOLUTELY no sense whatsoever, getting some random Aunt that wasn't even in the movie instead (ughhh), getting asked to homecoming and not having any idea how to react to it, gaining back and strengthening old ( Read more... )