Comments | wishfulthinkng3: I guess I'll never be allright afterall

wishfulthinkng3

I guess I'll never be allright afterall

Jun 25, 2006 21:24

For so long lately I've been tring to fool myself into believing that I was finally better, that most of my problems were behind me and that as long as I kept my head / hopes held high I could survive anything. However, lately I'm just seeing more and more how truely weak I am and how far I am from even being where I want to be. Its hard to ( Read more... )

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wickedlady555 June 26 2006, 12:57:53 UTC

You know Mike me and you have the same feelings towards friends. But I have learned that in the end, the only person that is there for you is YOU. You can't be so dependant on your friends because they will always try to screw you over. Oh, and Shane and I aren't hanging out at all, in fact I haven't technically talked to him [only though bullshit LJ posts] in 2-3 months. Why? Because of that one day that I said we would come out to visit you, and he wanted to visit his friend too and made all these plans, and that never happened, because the night before I was pissed off and took too many pills and wasn't in the right shape to take a 5 hour drive. Soooo, yeah, I'm there for you man, and I know how you feel :)

from someone who cares and happened to pass by and read your entry. anonymous July 3 2006, 05:04:17 UTC

I'm sorry, but i dont believe one can count on their own self even. I know that i always let me down. My soul longs for the good things i need, and the sin in me pulls me away from that good, until i find myself drowning and can barely see anymore. Friends and family cant even fix the mess that is in my head. They may like to, even strive to sometimes, but there is only one who can save me. Only One who knows every little detail of my being. So even when i feel so worthless and dont see the point of moving on, God takes me and lovingly points me to His Love and Hope. Hope and Love that Christ Jesus gave us when He died, rose again, defeating death, so that we might have true life, and not just survive day to day ( ... )

from someone who cares ... continued anonymous July 3 2006, 05:06:50 UTC

Now i do not know where you are in your beliefs about the Lord. I do know, though, that i felt compelled to write to you when i read your entry. And, i certaintly do not have it all together or am where i should be with Loving and Serving my Creator. "Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. Only let us live up to what we have already attained." (Philippians 3:12-16 ( ... )