idk anymore
i feel like i have so many things that i want to do but i cant
like im not good enough to do them and people wont accept me
i have a problem with myself
it seriously dictates my life

i want new friends
i like the ones i have, a lot
but  the same dumb shit keeps going on
IM SICK OF ALL THE FUCKING DRAMA && SHIT TALKING
life's a bitch, deal with ( Read more... )

'Do you wanna run away together?'
I would say it was your best line ever.
Too bad I fell for it...
And I walked along,
Waiting for you to come along.
Take my tortured heart by the hand.
And write me off.
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind...
You forced me to become strong.
And I just cried, being ( Read more... )

this past saturday was fun
my new nickname is princess
[get it, princess leah]
and many others got names too
like queen, king, prince, sweetheart, etc
hung out with some cool ppl
[lys,chels,frank,anna,ryan,jake,stacy,josh,ben,jason,jess,and leanna]
only bad part is the gay rumors that were started from it!
lol but its okay i think i set ppl straight

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FRIENDS ONLY!

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1st- Chemistry :: MARTIN
2nd- Entrepreneurship :: LOTT
3rd- American Lit :: HILDEBRANT
4th- Pre-Calc :: BALDWIN
5th & 6th- Co-op :: GEORGE

got any together?

things arent going good, im not doing what i should be :\
its so hard to break habits, its ridiculous..
&& another thing, i want what most people around here seem to have
it would be so nice just knowing that you have someone there that cares about you just as much as you do them,
and be comfortable around them, tell them anything
someone who likes you ( Read more... )

umm today sucks, its just one of those days...i come to this thing to vent so if you dont like it, dont fucking read it :)

i found out that i look for acceptance in other people. i try to change for other peoples approval. im sick of hereing the same thing over. i know what i need to do, okay. it really bugs me that i dont believe in myself, but ( Read more... )

i'm a people pleaser. i'll probably do something for someone even if i dont want to do it because i either dont want an argument or i just want you to think good of me. i hate drama and fighting. i want people to like me too much. i try to hard because of it. then i look like a nerd. thats my down fall. i dont like knowing that someone doesnt like ( Read more... )

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