well today was an ok day. i went with my dad. he got so pissed off at me about my grades...i have 3 a's and 3 b's for the semester, and 2 c's 2 a's and 2 b's for the 2nd quarter..not too bad but he thinks so. he's real mad. oh well..and he took me to barnes and noble to get me a book to read for a book report that's due this thursday..also got mad ( Read more... )

i guess i should be used to the fact that people ditch me and are complete assholes to me...but it's not really something im being able to grasp, and no matter how much it hurts, i just keep holding on, in hopes of some kind of relief from these people...but without them i would have no one..

Yay..im grounded for 2 weeks ...i can't do ANYTHING..i can have 30 min online each day (i think) i got out pretty easy. no im not going into detail. well i think that over these next two weeks, ill get a lot done..like maybe unpacking some boxes..yeah
well i must be leaving now..my two weeks has just started

well thank you for not talking to me. ya know, i thought everything was perfectly fine. but obviously it wasn't. i mean one day everything is great with our friendship, i mean it's completely normal.. you know, calling everyday, talking all the time..all that. then school starts and before i get a chance to grasp what happened, you quit talking to ( Read more... )

Dear ____,

You were such a great best friend. I mean, we totally hit it off right away. We just laugh about everything. You were the best friend I have ever had. I could always trust you with anything and everything. Whatever happened to that? One day did you just decide that I was not a good best friend or something? Or am I suddenly annoying ( Read more... )

I'm never listening again when someone tells me forever

Well today wasn't as good of a day as I hoped it would be. But I guess I can't complain. I dunno people really act shitty to me sometimes, and it totally brings my whole day down. I don't think they even realize how just plain rude they are. Maybe I'm just too sensitive. OOHH yeah! and all these people totally ditching me! that was totally cool ( Read more... )

Well. Today will be a good day. Just because I say so.

I was late today..well actually I am late. I slept through my alarm I guess? It's my dog's fault! She got me up at like 3 am and I couldn't fall back asleep. Oh well, at least I get to miss math and science! yaay. Well I am looking forward to this Friday very much! :-D I get to go to Molly' ( Read more... )

Last night I cried myself to sleep. It was horrible. I haven't cried that hard in such a long time I forgot what it was like to cry so hard it hurt..

I don't really feel like writing a lot so I'm going to go to bed now..

My mom and I just got into another fight. This one was bad. I'm so pissed, I just don't know what to do. She just left. She gets to go out and spend our *keyword OUR* money and go gamble. That is such bull shit. I got mad at her about that and we fought about it. I don't understand how she can take 10$ and go to a casino and spend fucking 4-5 ( Read more... )