Comments | wishingtoohard: way too much inside my head...so here's some rambling

wishingtoohard

way too much inside my head...so here's some rambling

May 05, 2007 23:23

*DISCLAIMER: sorry if this doesn't make sense. i can tell right now i'm gonna go off onto random tangents. it's brutally honest and how i'm feeling at the moment. oh, and i just might do some slight bashing...so suck it up and deal ( Read more... )

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teddi13 May 6 2007, 05:01:54 UTC

Hey Kelly...

I know I don't comment much but I do read all of your entries when you do post in here.

I know it's gonna sound funny but cheer up kiddo. You're a gorgeous gal and someday you WILL meet the right person...you know why? Because you're a sweetheart and only sweethearts deserve the best. Just don't give up hope because you're too great of a person to let asshole men like those guys make you feel like shit.

I know you have other friends and stuff...but if you ever need anything or anyone to talk to just let me know...my phone is usually always on. (856) 313-7315 (T-mobile...incase you have it as well it's free L>O>L).

Good luck and keep that chin up!

wishingtoohard May 6 2007, 13:28:20 UTC

thanks hun.

abusemeplease May 6 2007, 17:22:08 UTC

Don't feel bad.

I've never blamed you, and I never will.

onetaintedmuse May 7 2007, 04:24:59 UTC

Kel, if you "almost really do want to try"

...Why don't you?

Butterflies aren't instantaneous, and in order to feel them, it requires you to at least SOMEWHAT open yourself up to the other person... enough to FEEL something at all.

I didn't really feel them until AFTER I fell in love...at least not real butterflies. Not just that feeling of excitement and newness when things are beginning, I mean REAL butterflies.